Dear Keela, what a lovely name. I see that you are unemployed, like so many Americans right now. I am on SS Disability & my income is making it very difficult to find a place to live. Life is so hard right now, but I think I've found the "key to peace & sanity in these hard times". Believe me, I'm no "religious zealot", but I've turned to God & helping others. You see, it's very difficult to feel sorry for ourselves, when we see so many around us in much worse shape than we are. Give what you can, if it is only time & your outlook on life will change. I'll say a prayer for you & wish you luck & happiness in the future.